Me & my lil brother…

If you've got a younger brother, you'll know what a brother he can be! Sometimes I wish if my little brother would just disappear! Brothers are such a pain to live with. They always get in the way of everything and ruin everything. They also never appreciate what you do for them. He’s always a loudmouth and snitches on me and drives me insane by getting his own way. Grrr! My brother always gets his own way and annoys us when I have friends over. Sometimes, late at night, my brother sits in his darkened room watching television without any sound and laughing hysterically. His giggling is punctuated by one-sided, ruining my sleep by incoherent conversations that he holds with the voices he hears in his head. Sometimes he’s just too sweet. He never bothers to disturb me when my boyfriend is around: D well, today’s his BIRTHDAY! So here I am, wishing u a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY brother! I’m so lucky to have you as my brother. If I had to choose one another, I’d choose no other. When I need help, you’re there for me. The bond we share will always be strong. May GOD grant u all the happiness you deserve. May you live a long life! ENJOY :D

A grit sand couple

A Couple created from sand on the beach of Kuda Bandos.

Alone in the dark - a run to remember!

Like everyone else, at the back of my mind, I always had an image of the world. The image was small but clear, distant but entirely distinct. It was clearer than a memory, less present than a vision.

My world floated alone in the darkness. The darkness was a deep darkness, and far away in the darkness were the stars that kept their unblinking state. And among those, moved the rest of the stars. Some of those were flashes of light lasting less than an eye blink, some were long streaks of orange flame, and 24 were faithful performers, moving with an intricate dance unimaginably distant.

Most of the stars dotted the blackness in my sky, and in the background of the image in my mind and others.

The shape of the world, as it floated alone in the dark, was the shape of an angel, whose two legs ensconced beside me, his hands curved gently on my face, his great eyes closed and arms opened slightly towards me. All the fixed unblinking stars in my dark sky began blinkin with his one glance. Just like a fairy tale.

Within the image of the world in my mind, I sensed where in the world, where on the world, I was. And though days are passing by, I don't feel the time flowing as here I am, with my angel, under the bright sky with the twinkling stars!

PINK ! PINK ! PINK !

It’s like this, I’m so sick and tired of people making fun of the color pink on ladies that I can’t take it any more! Pink is my favorite color. There, I said it. I’m out. I love pink. Once upon a time it was perfectly acceptable for girls and women to like pink. Now, though, a little girl can like pink, but it just isn’t a color for a mature woman. Don’t set your mind that “pink is only for little girls”. Give me a break! Get this, I love this one, pink people tend to look much younger than their actual age!:P They view the world in a positive light. Humor is a tool, but it is rarely ribald. Pink is said to provide the feelings of calmness, relaxation, and acceptance. It’s said to neutralize violent tendencies. Pink is the color of romance. I’ve read that even though men complain about their partners having girly, pink bedrooms, it is actually a turn-on:P. I read that people who like pink have the following attributes: peace, love, friendship, compassion, relaxation, gentle emotions and unions, overcoming evil, honor, morality, friendship, and success. People who love the color pink either seek or already enjoy a state of grace and try to see the best in others. They are very intelligent and contemplative. They analyze things before they act. They are optimistic. All the girls out there leave your age behind, no matter how old you are, if you are pink then, you would look and feel much younger than your age! :D

Now you see it, now you don't!

It was several hours before the alarm went off, suddenly I had to bolt up to a near sitting position on bed. The room was peaceful, yet I was terrified, but couldn’t immediately reason out why. Then, after convincing myself that all’s calm and I was safe, I began to unravel a few details of what has just scared me awake. NIGHTMARES! A dream known to me most of all is the nightmares. It is one of my most valuable teaching dreams as it shows me the fear that has been blown way out of proportion or something I have suppressed which is affecting me negatively. Often I don’t remember the happy dreams, but the frightening ones will make more of an impression and will be more inclined to work them out. Umm…last night it wasn’t a nightmare though. As usual, my alarm went off and I shut it off, pulled the covers over my head and tried desperately to return to what was so abruptly interrupted. In it, I was sixteen :P

Seems like nothing is off limits in the dream state. We are open to experiencing all levels of self-esteem, all fears, frustrations, suppressed images, unknown territory, visionary insights. We will become more comfortable with all dream images when we learn to welcome them, whatever they are, as symbolic messengers of self. There is no such thing as a bad dream symbol. The most grotesque or frightening dreams have the most positive insights once they are worked out. Remember, dream images are just trying to catch your attention, so do not resist them. Seek to recognize the insight so you can move onto more joyous awareness. Forget them or recall them, ignore them or try to interpret them, dreams are part of our life and it's for our benefit that they're going to continue to be seen...

Anyways, its time for me to deal with another dream. Prolly a wierd nightmare! :|