Me & my lil brother…

If you've got a younger brother, you'll know what a brother he can be! Sometimes I wish if my little brother would just disappear! Brothers are such a pain to live with. They always get in the way of everything and ruin everything. They also never appreciate what you do for them. He’s always a loudmouth and snitches on me and drives me insane by getting his own way. Grrr! My brother always gets his own way and annoys us when I have friends over. Sometimes, late at night, my brother sits in his darkened room watching television without any sound and laughing hysterically. His giggling is punctuated by one-sided, ruining my sleep by incoherent conversations that he holds with the voices he hears in his head. Sometimes he’s just too sweet. He never bothers to disturb me when my boyfriend is around: D well, today’s his BIRTHDAY! So here I am, wishing u a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY brother! I’m so lucky to have you as my brother. If I had to choose one another, I’d choose no other. When I need help, you’re there for me. The bond we share will always be strong. May GOD grant u all the happiness you deserve. May you live a long life! ENJOY :D

A grit sand couple

A Couple created from sand on the beach of Kuda Bandos.

Alone in the dark - a run to remember!

Like everyone else, at the back of my mind, I always had an image of the world. The image was small but clear, distant but entirely distinct. It was clearer than a memory, less present than a vision.

My world floated alone in the darkness. The darkness was a deep darkness, and far away in the darkness were the stars that kept their unblinking state. And among those, moved the rest of the stars. Some of those were flashes of light lasting less than an eye blink, some were long streaks of orange flame, and 24 were faithful performers, moving with an intricate dance unimaginably distant.

Most of the stars dotted the blackness in my sky, and in the background of the image in my mind and others.

The shape of the world, as it floated alone in the dark, was the shape of an angel, whose two legs ensconced beside me, his hands curved gently on my face, his great eyes closed and arms opened slightly towards me. All the fixed unblinking stars in my dark sky began blinkin with his one glance. Just like a fairy tale.

Within the image of the world in my mind, I sensed where in the world, where on the world, I was. And though days are passing by, I don't feel the time flowing as here I am, with my angel, under the bright sky with the twinkling stars!

PINK ! PINK ! PINK !

It’s like this, I’m so sick and tired of people making fun of the color pink on ladies that I can’t take it any more! Pink is my favorite color. There, I said it. I’m out. I love pink. Once upon a time it was perfectly acceptable for girls and women to like pink. Now, though, a little girl can like pink, but it just isn’t a color for a mature woman. Don’t set your mind that “pink is only for little girls”. Give me a break! Get this, I love this one, pink people tend to look much younger than their actual age!:P They view the world in a positive light. Humor is a tool, but it is rarely ribald. Pink is said to provide the feelings of calmness, relaxation, and acceptance. It’s said to neutralize violent tendencies. Pink is the color of romance. I’ve read that even though men complain about their partners having girly, pink bedrooms, it is actually a turn-on:P. I read that people who like pink have the following attributes: peace, love, friendship, compassion, relaxation, gentle emotions and unions, overcoming evil, honor, morality, friendship, and success. People who love the color pink either seek or already enjoy a state of grace and try to see the best in others. They are very intelligent and contemplative. They analyze things before they act. They are optimistic. All the girls out there leave your age behind, no matter how old you are, if you are pink then, you would look and feel much younger than your age! :D

Now you see it, now you don't!

It was several hours before the alarm went off, suddenly I had to bolt up to a near sitting position on bed. The room was peaceful, yet I was terrified, but couldn’t immediately reason out why. Then, after convincing myself that all’s calm and I was safe, I began to unravel a few details of what has just scared me awake. NIGHTMARES! A dream known to me most of all is the nightmares. It is one of my most valuable teaching dreams as it shows me the fear that has been blown way out of proportion or something I have suppressed which is affecting me negatively. Often I don’t remember the happy dreams, but the frightening ones will make more of an impression and will be more inclined to work them out. Umm…last night it wasn’t a nightmare though. As usual, my alarm went off and I shut it off, pulled the covers over my head and tried desperately to return to what was so abruptly interrupted. In it, I was sixteen :P

Seems like nothing is off limits in the dream state. We are open to experiencing all levels of self-esteem, all fears, frustrations, suppressed images, unknown territory, visionary insights. We will become more comfortable with all dream images when we learn to welcome them, whatever they are, as symbolic messengers of self. There is no such thing as a bad dream symbol. The most grotesque or frightening dreams have the most positive insights once they are worked out. Remember, dream images are just trying to catch your attention, so do not resist them. Seek to recognize the insight so you can move onto more joyous awareness. Forget them or recall them, ignore them or try to interpret them, dreams are part of our life and it's for our benefit that they're going to continue to be seen...

Anyways, its time for me to deal with another dream. Prolly a wierd nightmare! :|

Birthday wishes for someone special

A Symphony of roses
Sweet perfume in the air
Carried upon wings of love
Heartfelt wishes I want to share
I wish you sunshine each day
To warm you head to toe
Peace and perfect harmony
To follow you wherever you go
I wish you nothing but good things
For you truly do deserve the best!
As you travel on life's way
Have a blessed day
May your heart be filled with wonders
I pray your day is filled with love
and joy of every kind
May the world rise to greet you
I hope these things you find
Joy, peace and happiness
Contentment in your heart
May u find all these spirit fruits
The ones that you impart

Wish u a very Happy Birthday JaanTe'!

True Colors Of Our Love - Shaps & Japs

Our love has truly emerged

Bright, beautiful, symmetrical

Blazing with colour

Pinks for our love

Deep reds for our hearts

Our passions, our lips

Yellows for our glow, our Light

Our Spirits, our beautiful Sun

Blues for our clear skies

Our peace, our calm, your eyes

Greens for our earth, our plants

Our nature that surrounds

With hearts bonded and melted

You and me, together, forever we will be.

- your shaps -

Assignment fever ! ! !

errrr...the ASSIGNMENT FEVER ! ! !...think think think...work work work... type type type... click click click...errr this assignments gonna make me mad.

awww... now pinki is suspended from blogging...no more posts till i finish the pending ones...lol

oops! wat am i still doin here...i better start workin...Taa Taaaa

Pinks back to her life

yooohooo..pinki back to her life

I need to THANK my frendz for always being there...for listening and understanding me.I appreciate what all u did for me...n all u still do.Thank u for making me feel whole again...for putting my pink pieces :P back together...putting my life back together :D...life is always beautiful :D

a special one for Da Vinci

People always leave

Sumtimes ppl cum into ur life…n u knw right away dat they were...meant to b there... to serve sum sort of purpose...teach u a lesson or help figure out who u r or who u wanna become. u never knw who these ppl may be but when u luk eyes with them, you knw dat every moment dat u r with them, they will affect ur life in sum profound way. And sumtimes things happen to o at the time dat may seem horrible...painful n unfair...but in reflection u realize dat without overcomin those obstacles u wud have neva realized ur potential...strength...will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason! nothing happens by chance or by means of gud luck. luv..lost moments of true greatness n sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of ur soul.Without these small tests...life wud b like a smoothly paved..straight.. flat road to nowhere...safe n comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The ppl u meet affect ur life.The successes n downfalls dat u experience can create who u r...n the bad experiences can be learned from....In fact..they r probably the most poignant n important ones. If sume1 hurts u...betrays u or breaks ur heart, forgive them bcox they have helped u learn abt trust n the importance of being cautious to whom u open ur heart.If sum1 luvs u, luv them back unconditionally not only bcox they luv u...but also bcox they are teaching u to luv n open ur heart n eyes to little things.

MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT!...Appreciate every moment n take from it everythin dat u possibly can..for u may neva b able to experience it again. Talk to ppl who u have neva talked to b4...n actually listen.Let urself fall in luv...even if it dusn't seem right bcox u r 2 young or 2 far...just follow ur heart.Surround urself with those who make u smile...laugh...n make u happy.
Break free n set ur sights high.Hold ur head up cox u have every right to. Tell urself ur a gr8 individual n beliv in urself...if u dont beliv in urself...no 1 else will beliv in u...create ur own life then LET GO n LIVE IT! ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...so...as u wanted am outta ur life

Anyways...no hard feelings for u super......n i dont even regret wat v had...cox u leavin my life has given me these lessons...ya lifes full of surprises..gud n bad. Happy n sad. Face them n deal with them. U 'll loose ppl u ll gain.Jus b happy dat u had a gr8 time with the ppl u loose. b happy dat u had spend time with them other than not knowin them.Every1 moves on.thers a reaosn 4 everythin..n i just think dat u left me 4 a gud reason n dat ur happy. And am happy cox ur happy dis wat. Atleast til the end i were nice n even later i can smile 4 bein nice rite.

Thanx anyway.Have a gr8 life

Hello frendz

For those of u who's wondering where did i go all these days...here i am! still breathing... i do apologise my frendz for not keepin in touch..but here i am for gud.was strugling with life...as usual, even dis time ive got enuf of lessons.hahaha! keep in touch. next entry ll be mostly sharing the lessons... whoa.it really feels good to be back here.

M0M3NTS IN LIF3

D0n't l00k back...u'll get hurt!!!

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens… but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks…they can deceive.

Don't go for wealth…even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go… be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything…they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past… you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

So, keep thinking those good thoughts. And keep living your life your way, without fear and even more importantly, without hate or prejudice.

POOR B3STY....sniff.....sniff....

awww.....poooor besty...Im feeling so sad for ya yumi.Sorry to heard ur sick...and Thai! even u huh..poor gals.Mihaaru hurihaa kudhin balivani keevetha? Basnaahany dho.heheheh....anyways wish u gals get well soon as possible.Damn..just getwell soon u gals.i guess we are missing the gr8 fun..shit..hurry u gals.btw i just cant wait to see your big cheeks yumi..hahah..yumi smile pls..woohooo! u got big big cheeks huh..hahah.oooops sorry..

G3TW3LL SOON GALS

cheers
urs for eva besty

HAPPY N3W Y3AR 2006

I'd say that this is a great place to be, it all depends on how we can see. True we've had bad things in the past, but we know in our hearts that these will not last. If we try our best to be simple and pure, there's nothing our hopes and dreams cannot cure.

Dear all my loving friends.. may God make your year a happy one!

May God make your year a happy one!

Not by shielding you from all sorrows and pain,

But by strengthening you to bear it, as it comes;

Not by making your path easy,

But by making you sturdy to travel any path;

Not by taking hardships from you,

But by taking fear from your heart;

Not by granting you unbroken sunshine,

But by keeping your face bright, even in the shadows;

Not by making your life always pleasant,

But by showing you when people and their causes need you most,

and by making you anxious to be there to help.

God’s love, peace, hope and joy to you for the year ahead.