Thursday, June 29, 2006

People always leave


Sumtimes ppl cum into ur life…n u knw right away dat they were...meant to b there... to serve sum sort of purpose...teach u a lesson or help figure out who u r or who u wanna become. u never knw who these ppl may be but when u luk eyes with them, you knw dat every moment dat u r with them, they will affect ur life in sum profound way. And sumtimes things happen to o at the time dat may seem horrible...painful n unfair...but in reflection u realize dat without overcomin those obstacles u wud have neva realized ur potential...strength...will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason! nothing happens by chance or by means of gud luck. luv..lost moments of true greatness n sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of ur soul.Without these small tests...life wud b like a smoothly paved..straight.. flat road to nowhere...safe n comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The ppl u meet affect ur life.The successes n downfalls dat u experience can create who u r...n the bad experiences can be learned from....In fact..they r probably the most poignant n important ones. If sume1 hurts u...betrays u or breaks ur heart, forgive them bcox they have helped u learn abt trust n the importance of being cautious to whom u open ur heart.If sum1 luvs u, luv them back unconditionally not only bcox they luv u...but also bcox they are teaching u to luv n open ur heart n eyes to little things.

MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT!...Appreciate every moment n take from it everythin dat u possibly can..for u may neva b able to experience it again. Talk to ppl who u have neva talked to b4...n actually listen.Let urself fall in luv...even if it dusn't seem right bcox u r 2 young or 2 far...just follow ur heart.Surround urself with those who make u smile...laugh...n make u happy.
Break free n set ur sights high.Hold ur head up cox u have every right to. Tell urself ur a gr8 individual n beliv in urself...if u dont beliv in urself...no 1 else will beliv in u...create ur own life then LET GO n LIVE IT! ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...so...as u wanted am outta ur life

Anyways...no hard feelings for u super......n i dont even regret wat v had...cox u leavin my life has given me these lessons...ya lifes full of surprises..gud n bad. Happy n sad. Face them n deal with them. U 'll loose ppl u ll gain.Jus b happy dat u had a gr8 time with the ppl u loose. b happy dat u had spend time with them other than not knowin them.Every1 moves on.thers a reaosn 4 everythin..n i just think dat u left me 4 a gud reason n dat ur happy. And am happy cox ur happy dis wat. Atleast til the end i were nice n even later i can smile 4 bein nice rite.
Thanx anyway.Have a gr8 life

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Hello frendz

For those of u who's wondering where did i go all these days...here i am! still breathing... i do apologise my frendz for not keepin in touch..but here i am for gud.was strugling with life...as usual, even dis time ive got enuf of lessons.hahaha! keep in touch. next entry ll be mostly sharing the lessons... whoa.it really feels good to be back here.